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Ok nw m lasing. D alcohol jst gt 2 my tumy. U lukd gr8 2day. Light colors l uk gud on u. T gives u a certain glow. Ok. Tulog na ako

Yeah wel. Im a coward. Wat cn I say? I cudnt evn tel u that u luk nys 2 ur face. Btw, naligo na ako kya medyo nawala na tama ko =)

3 words: fuck that shit! Accnts always hv t easy. If iv nevr said t b4, I say t nw (wel actually txt) u are creative. It doesn’t matter f they get u or nt… U hv t. F they dnt c t sum1 els wil. I dn knw f I wil mean anything cming frm me bt u hve d x factor that a lot f ppl dreamk abt. Bsta. Watevr hapns Id be proud 2 be creatives w u.

Npe, t jst hapns that ur weird bt nt kalat, deviant bt conformist, iconoclastic bt sociable. That’s y I lyk u. Ur sum1 I thnk I cn spnd a whle day w nd not b bord

Ok its tym 2 use my classic lyn: lasing na ako =) nd m stl thnkn abt u. D na tama yon. Pero ok lng. Wla nang mas masarap pagisipan

Ey ts a nw record 10 beers nd stl thnkn abt u. Grabe todo na to

Grabe lasing na ako. No mater wat hapns r hw weird I am I thnk we hv a future 2gether, nd thats reasn enuf 2 go 4 u

Pls go 2acb 304b in 10 mins

Go hir na nw. Please… =)

My mom s so weirded out w me. Ksi I cnt stop smiling =) btw u wnt coffe or anythng I can buy b4 I go 2 wrk?

She askd me ksi y I ws so dapper ol f a sudden. Eh a few weeks bak sobra raw akng bad mood. So I tld her abt u. Jst bakround stuff. =)

Shes ok. Jst moody lyk me =) by d way. U luk stuning 2day. Nabobo ako ng slight nung nagyoyosi tayo. Hehehe
My cuticles aren’t pantay. U ddnt do d other hand!

I hv a confesion 2 mke. Nakilig ako wen u kisd me goodbye kanina. Babaw ko tlga…

Ey u left ur lunch box w me. Oh wel. U hv no choice bt 2 hv lunch w me tom =)

Sabi nila balik suplado ako, d lng kta kasama. Hahaha!

Ok. May tama na ako ng konti. If i havnt comunicatd t 2 u yt, m so scard f losing u. Aftr ol uve tld me 2day, it’s a very immediate possibility

Ok. Basd on xperience no 1 wnts 2 mit me wn m tipsy. Thank you. Seriously. Tangina nababaliw na ako.

Lasing na ako. U came by just wen I ws abt to tel pitoy hw scard I am f making a mistake d nth tym round. I rly bliv that ur d 1 4 me. Nd u jst provd t

M so drunk. Y did u hv 2 pas by? U gve me hpe. I jst wnt 2 knw f we cn mke t. U dnt evn hv a clue wat uve dne 2 my lyf

A moth ago I wudv jst bin hapy 2 go bak 2 my old lyf f nt gvn a fuk. Ive stard 2 care agn. F ur gna hurt me anytym soon tel me nw

Jst gt bk 2 my room. Puno ng purple stuf. I ws deciding 2 wear knina. La lng. Funy sight. Nyty bully =)

Ang mean mo… Sige na nga il luk 4 a 10 year old w a six pack. Kasi my flab nd face snt gud enuf 4 u… Snif sniff. Watevr hapnd 2 “I dnt rly care abt looks?”

This s d weirdest insomia trip ive had. I usualy stay up stresn ovr sumthn. I gues im actually genuinely happy. Havnt felt ths 4 a long tym. Weird no?

Hme na. Ive nevr misd u so much. I hd 2 explain 2 my barkada 4 tyms y u hd 2 go. Anyway, I mke up 4 t tom =) mwuah

And btw, tots told me y ur gud 4 me. She sed she saw n my eyes tht no 1 hs evr made me smile so goofy n my lyf =)

I wna say something sweet or inspirational bt ol I cn cme up w s that I love u. Nd I love loving u. I hope that wil help u start d week betr kaht medyo baduy =)

I dnt knw f ive evr told u bt ur a realy sweet person. Kaht itago mo pa sa angst =) uve gt more lambing in you than I cud ever hope 4 =)

Have I told you hw much I lyk t wen u wear skirts? Parang ur so feminine. So wen u start beating me up nd stuff t luks cuter =)

Sasapakin kta f dnt get ds ryt! Ds s ur baby, it’s a piece of cake. F u cnt do it, il mke u wer a dres on ur birthday. I mean dht.

On my way 2 skul na. Thanx 4 remindin me abt y I love my work. Another proof that you make me feel alive =)

M so fukn drunk! Y do u hv 2 b so eukn perfect 4 md! Tangima, any false move I do nd I myt lose u

Why do I hv c b so crayy our u? Nakakapikn. I the nt htn contrk

Ur d nly 1 my taray bro actually lykd! F cors m hapy. =) m estatic!

Im watchn u sleep ryt nw. U luk so peaceful nd beautiful… I wish I rly cn becom d man 4 u. Thnx 4 makn my bday worth celebratin =) really. As in! =)