IF THAT WAS MEANT FOR ME/

Your words cut to the core because of the truth behind them.
I’m so different now. Sometimes I don’t even recognize myself,
or believe of what I’m capable of doing… both good and bad.
This was not the same girl that left UA&P.
Some days I’m proud of that fact,
other days I’m crawling in my own skin.

I’m glad that you’ve let me in on your life somehow.
From what I’ve read, we seem to be both a little lost
A little beaten, but a little bolder than we once were.
I guess that’s what time and pain can do to you…
It hardens you, but for good reason.

What is that reason? Who knows?
If I there is one recurring question I have about us,
it’s simply, “why?”
And the best answer that I can come up with is this…
There are greater things out there for us.
I follow my big blurry destiny believing that.


If that letter was for me, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Because it reaffirmed my desperate belief that what we had wasn’t a lie.
If it wasn't for me, then just ignore this entry ;p