These days I am in a state of steady melancholy, not like before when I had moments of elatedness, moments so overflowing with excitement. So it was such a weird feeling to be so absolutely happy again in a dream. I know not the details of my dream, just that I was with someone special and that I felt unexplainably happy. All I have is a memory of the feeling, the memory of everything else has faded but the feeling itself remains with me… so vivid I can’t suppress it. Just thinking about the feeling, not knowing what occurred, makes me smile… and wonder.